Saturday, April 30, 2011

对你,我真的彻底无言……


其实,我发觉每次上F4这一堂课的时候,我都会变得特别emo。眼看考试快来了,可是我还是对它一点信心也没有……重考呗!心里是这么想的~ 可是,那也只是为了让自己好过点罢了!

重考,说得容易,做就难了……重考,是一个机会,也是一个希望。但,重考总没比得上一次过关的,那么好吧?!唔…,是怕输吗?不是吧!应该比较能说成是怕丢脸。人间是充满竞争与比较的,更可恶的便是闲言闲语。不能否认,我是个对语言、评论以及言语,铭感又介意的人啦。因此,我很不喜欢一些人的说话方法。偶尔,一不小心被我听到了,他就休想我会对他好了。如果不想要人家说话,那当然就先不要制造话题给人家讲嘛!

呵……好烦哦!怎样才能解决掉你呢F4?!你可不可以让我日子好过点啊?!我知道你并不想要教我们了,可是学校坚决要你也不是我们的错呀!既然下定决心要教了,就不能好好地教吗?有点责任感好不好……你是老师耶~ 何况,我们都顺着你,把课程都排得满满地。就算埋怨,也没不来上课啊!假期,我们也都放弃了。 还愿意牺牲一年一度的劳动节,陪你上了整整连续五天的课耶!你还要我们怎样啦~ 对你,我真的彻底无言……

学生是为了求学才读书,不是为了看脸色才上课的;老师是为了教导才教书,不是为了变脸才上课的。学生的失败并不全是老师的错,但努力过的学生难道还是学生的错吗?!老师不是永远没有错的, 而是不肯认错!当一个人不是一心想做一件事时,是不会诚心认错, 更不用说尽心教导了……

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Am I Too Cruel?!

Will I be too cruel, if I'm the one who is suggesting for a gathering for my friend then at the end I can't attend?! Well, I have my own reasonable reason to support my absence there. Though I know it would be ridiculous, but it's the truth. I'm having classes on a Labour Day, for goodness sake!!! I'm not telling a lie here~ I guess I should be forgiven for that.

Oh, at least I did ask for a gathering in sincere as the main character asked for it. Since everyone is not giving a nice respond, I'm just boosting the spirit up......Rest assured that I'm not trying to find myself some unnecessary job to do. But, in actual fact, I do hope that I can join the gathering too. Unfortunately, my schedule totally can't fit into any of them. How sad~

Anyway, they are still in the process of discussion. So, I'll have to see what is the final decision then. Somehow, I'm quite sure about the answer already though! Hahaha......I'm very good at making assumptions.

Nevermind, I'm not that insulted by their decision! It's their freedom to pick and choose the most suitable time for the gathering. I can only either attend if free or absent if busy. From the two options I have, the probability for not attending is 90%.

As usual, I'm busy with my studies again, and as well as my assignments. Further, this week i have to deal with all m subjects revisions for the on coming mocks awaiting in a days time from now. Its in fact less than a week's time. Really no time for fun anymore.

I'm having a bad attitude towards my life currently. Not being serious enough?! I think so too~

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

一句“嗯”~

昨天又是星期一。我与往常一样,一早起床准备上课去。没多久,学校竟然停电哦!心想,要继续停电好呢,还是不要呢?!其实,停电不停电也是一样累!因为功课还是不变的多,所以没差那几小时啦!

后来,电源恢复了。继续上课……放学前,老师说:“我要你们做第四题,星期三交上来我才给你第二和第四题的答案。有划算哦!做一题,拿两题答案。” 我听了都快要气死了……嗨,一想到要做那么多功课,我就烦呐!星期三有一题要交,星期四又有十题要交,下个星期三前又有无数题要交……哇靠!!!正忙的当儿,大姐突然打来要我拿东西给她。哈哈哈,机会来咯!又是看小宝贝解压的时候了。

昨晚的他,又是睡得甜美。因此,我并没作弄他!就默默地坐在远处看着他。我有跟大姐聊了好一会儿噢!不久后,小宝贝闹别扭了。原来,是要换尿布了!真爱清洁呢!可是,不知怎么了,换了尿布还一直哭闹着。于是,便说不如把他带上楼去睡觉吧!姐夫抱了他起来,他就不哭了。

当时,我也不知怎么 了,就顺口说一声:“他要你抱啦。” 猜猜看,发生什么事了?!
小宝贝他竟然会了一声:“嗯。”

还真稀奇呀!是巧合吧我看……要不然他就是神童了!可爱极了!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Oh no!!!

Today, I was like "Oh no!!! It's too ridiculous." I have been having classes since Monday until Sunday evening this week. Though we were given a nice break times in between which is slightly longer compared to certain subjects, but I rather can't stand the pressure I have had. My lecturer has been reminding us to do revision, to do revision and to do revision......He reminded me of the limited time I'm having!!!

Whenever I thought of the final exam time which is really near now, I really start to panic till I actually kind of lost my way. Whenever I look into my calendar or schedule, I really want to faint. At first, it looks very fantastic in the beginning of the semester. However, it looks terrible in the middle of the semester. Recently, I find it looks horrible to me. All the extra, extra replacement time occupied by subjects and all the mocks coming in~

I originally having a packed schedule at the beginning of March. Today, I inserted another mock into my schedule. Oh my god!!! I can't stand that anymore. Out of sudden, I felt that I need more time, more than any extraordinary time that a genius would need......

I need to attend long hours classes for the continuous weeks starting this week. I need to deal with my coming weekends' assignments. I need to deal my heavy workload that my lecturer had given to us before mock. I need to study and revise my incoming week's mock. I need to prepare another two mocks for the mock after the first. I need to reschedule one of the mock, to put it earlier which mean I need to settle my revision earlier ahead.

I need, I need, I need......That is all I need to do within this short 3 weeks. I can really feel the burden of studying ACCA and the burden of choosing this route now~ Nevertheless, I'm not regretting for being able to plan my own future. Thus, I need to walk on brilliantly. Walk till the end of my route I've chosen earlier on!!! I have faith on myself~

Friday, April 22, 2011

I can't see shit (LAW)!!!!

Lol...it's way too funny this bunny!!! I showed this to one of my friend. Guess what did she said?!

My friend  asked me:" It looks cute and nice. But, how it walks?"
I told my friend:" I don't know either."
Then, my friend said:" Haha...I hate shit (Law)!!!"

It was such an entertainment for a tiring day like today~

Thursday, April 21, 2011

It's Good Friday's Eve~

Yesterday night's moonlight was amazing. It's round enough though it's not a full moon period. Someone told me maybe it's because of the Sun's birthday today!!! I'm not so sure about this celebration though~ Guess what?! It's the first time I got to know about it......

Today, I'm kind of lazy to wake up. I told myself to be awake by 8am the latest. Somehow, I end up to be awake at 9am. Hmm...bad example!!! Nevermind. After all, I wouldn't be able to have a good night sleep during the weekends. It's weekends classes again! Yeah.., I hate it!!! I couldn't deny it...

To be true, it is such a nice weather to sleep now. Cool and a bit windy~ How I wish I can sleep a little bit longer. Impossible though......I still need to get myself prepared for the class in the evening. Haa...anyway, just don't like to be in the class during weekends, especially when all the people around are having their nice holiday.

By the way, that's not all! I still need to free some space to slot in a time with my old classmates and maybe my ex-coursemate too. Ohh gosh..., how am I going to arrange my time for all at once?! Well, first come first serve basis, I'll go by the fate then. 

In my opinion, I still hope to give a chance to the one that I've met the least all this while. Honestly, she's been here twice this year but I didn't manage to meet her even once. Felt so sorry to her~ She must be very disappointed......Hopefully I wouldn't fail her this time~ Well, like I said, it all depends.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Dramas fever~

Have been very crazy with drama lately. It's kind of a way to distress nowadays~

After a long week of examinations, I've found a time for some entertainment. However, I've been watching not only one drama at once, but three at once...... How's that possible?! It is possible!

I watched a few episode of “我的公主”、“爱在日月潭” & “爱情新呼吸”. These is just a small case for me though. I can actually remember all the stories I'm watching at the moment. Nevertheless, I'm more addicted to the story of “爱在日月潭” currently. It's a story full of conflict from the past generation bringing on to the next generation. It causes a lot of trouble to some innocent people in the story. Hmm...that really ignite my curiosity towards the ending of the story. I really can't wait to know the ending of it, but there is twenty more episodes I need to watch in order to get to the end. Pheww...that is a long way to go~

I've watched the first three episodes of “爱情新呼吸”. Currently, I'm not that nervous to get till the end. Haha...I've downloaded it actually!!! I can always watch it anytime in the future. Anyway, it's a nice story too. At least, I found some funny storyline and kind of ridiculous sometimes. Overall, it's worth watching. Should be able to excite my holidays.

As for “我的公主”, it's a story that looks kind of very troublesome to me as well. I've found some link to download it though. Haven't finish with that, but I'm very curious to know the ending too. Well, I guess it would be a happy ending as usual. Thus, I shall left it to the last. Maybe once in a while, I can watch it when I'm free.

Ohh my..., I find myself very addicted to drama lately. Somehow, I'm having a weekend classes again this weekend. So, I should find myself very loaded again at the end of the week~

Here gone my Good Friday this year!!! Fully occupied by my classes...as if I'm having an OT!!! Wakakakaa...just joking! At least, an OT comes with a reasonable pay~

Monday, April 18, 2011

一念之差

昨天,我跟一群人开了个小玩笑。
我问:“世界上最可爱的东西叫什么?” 
某人回答我说:“Baby…” 

虽然回答我的只有一个人,但是我却感到很满意了。至少,我已经进行到我要的终点。
知道我问这题目的用意吗? 不如大家也试一试回答吧!答案迟早都会揭晓的……

看到我的部落个标题了吗?!叫一念之差~ 为什么呢?! 其实,这世界有的时候就在于这一念之差。就拿刚刚我问的题目来说吧!“世界上最可爱的东西什么?” 答得出来吗? 答案其实很简单,两粒字——可爱。

那,我再问一个问题好了。问题是:“世界上最可爱的东西什么?”
某人回答我说:“最可爱的可爱……”
这会儿,你又觉得答案是什么呢?这次,答案便是Baby。

怎么样?觉得我在搬弄是非吗?不、不、不……其实,很多时候答案都很简单。只是,人把它想得太复杂而已。往往人都会看漏了一些暗号,因此忽略了重点。生活里,需要的是谨慎;生存里,需要的是警觉;无聊里,需要的是乐趣~

嘻嘻……让大家伤脑筋了。

Sunday, April 17, 2011

~可爱~

今天,我学习到了怎样抱一个未满月的小宝贝。放在怀抱里的他,显得渺小、可爱~  好喜欢跟他玩哦!可惜,他都爱理不理的……还小吧!都没反应。不过, 他还真爱清洁耶! 尿片一湿, 他就大吵大闹了, 就怕人家不要跟他换似的。真好笑,看到他这么好玩……

嘻嘻,无论如何,我还是很高兴能趁我有空时跟他多玩一会儿。我还是长那么大, 第一次抱那么年幼的小孩, 而且还可以近距离地跟他玩呢! 下个星期开始,又是繁忙的一天!从星期一至日,我都排满了课。就连一年一度的Good Friday,都要念一整天呢!习惯了……可是,眼看大家都假期,有点不甘愿。嗨……,我也要假期!

开玩笑的啦!一直假期,根本都读不完书,那怎么行呢?!还是快点读,快点完; 越快解决它越好。那么,距离终点就越靠近了~

下个星期,可要把心脏加强一些。免得被自己的佳作吓坏了!呵呵……

Thursday, April 14, 2011

不该犯的错。。。

在这世界上,最不该犯的错就是 - 撒谎、欺骗。

今天,我为了不让学校有机会defer我,竟然破坏我多年的纪录,翻开past year来考试……嗨,现在是放心啦!不过,那毕竟不是我的真才实力,所以感到有点内疚~ 可是,又能怎么办呢?! 如果,我不那么做,接下来根本就没戏唱了!!!

讨厌、讨厌、讨厌!!! 讨厌这样的自己;讨厌这样的处境……讨厌学校的管教方法!!!我讨厌……打从心理的讨厌~

这会儿,我有努力的学哦!我可是翻倒连书都快要烂了。就偏偏不知道是自己信心不足呢,还是根本不知道怎么答。考试时,我知道那是答案,但是就偏偏写不下手。不了解我到底在想什么???现在可好了,心绪起来了~

无论如何,机会我大概是有争取到了。接下来,是好好利用这牺牲我原则得来的机会了~ 下不为例……我谨记在心!!!

P.s. 真想好好地揍自己一拳……怎么可以那样呢?!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

咖啡日

今天的我,很乖、很乖哟!早上5点半,我就起来和二姐享用早餐啰……觉得不错吧!偶尔早起床并不是什么大问题啦~

为什么那么早起?!那还用说吗?铁定是为了我的考试而做最后一次奋斗啊!不喜欢考试,但是考试乃读书一部分。没得选呗……学生就是学生呀。

偷偷地说一声,其实我早上喝了一杯咖啡,心想是要提神啦……结果,我现在还不是开始处于沉睡状态了吗?!?!我猜想,是书闷到我了,还是咖啡对我起不了作用??? 才不透……谁来给个意见呢?

嗨呀,我的天呐!我还得熬到星期四呢!!!能耐吗我???犹豫、疑惑~ =.=|||

谁好心来帮帮我提神、努力、发奋呢???我已没辙了。

今天,真是又繁忙又疲劳的一天耶~ 不过,我知道今天自己还是不够尽力。这次,是最后一次了……下一回,没得再怠慢了!必须更加倍的认真、努力、发愤、加油!!! 不行,不行……一定要完整无缺地交上考卷!一定、一定……

Monday, April 11, 2011

Gambateh!!!


Writing blog keeps my stress away. I can say what I like; I can write what I think. It’s simply fantastic to have blog!!! Until today, I’m not regretting to start my life with blog~

I enjoy writing blog as it’s a place where I pour out my problems. Well, I believe these days, the youngsters are loaded with stress. At least, this is what I felt now. I feel like having an invisible stress. It’s an inner stress coming deep from my brain, which in fact, affected my sleeping order.

Lately, I’ve been sleeping late. However, I did wake up late somehow, trying to compensate my sleeping time. Things are not working well as I’m getting tired and tired now and then. I could hardly concentrate in class, even preparing for my progress test. I’m kind of in the mode of laziness and de-motivated.

Days ago, I had my Taxation test. It was a disaster!!! I can’t even finish all the questions with satisfaction. I’m quite worry now~ I really don’t want to have it fail. Unfortunately, I have had a bad feeling about it L

Today, I have to boost up my brain with some junk food. I need to make myself alert and awake!!! I can’t let myself to be lazy continuously. I must at least score for tomorrow’s paper. That’s the only confident I have now~

Gambateh to myself!!!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

My Stress Level is 100%

I couldn't tell why I'm so impatient lately, not until I found out that my stress level has actually reaches 100%. I also so don't like the impatient me~ But I couldn't help it either. The only way to distress me is don't do things I don't like in front of me. I can tell you I can boom you to the max!!!

Nevertheless, some people is just so annoying till not only me couldn't stand. In fact, we are escaping from that person too. What to do?! When we disagree with certain act, we could just avoid or escape from it. Or else, fight with it?! No way~ That would be too direct...

I'm currently in the process of replacement classes and preparing for the continuous progress tests within a week time or two. Later, the block classes continues. Soon, the assignments due~ Huhh...I'm almost suffocated already!!! I could feel the water level has reached the bottleneck now.
Apart from that, I still have to make sure that I wouldn't fail my 2nd progress test again for my law. At the same time, I need to higher up my achievement for my another two subjects in order to grant the management's trust to continue the papers till the final. I'm stress, stress to the max!!! It's 100% stress now!!!

I'm speechless with my stress. I'm depressed with the de-motivating management for asking the student to defer every time the student fail for progress test. They should let them to continue, so that they would understand the feeling to fail in the final...it's in fact an alternative way to motivate them~

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Saturday~

Here comes the end of my Saturday......

I've been in class for the whole afternoon till night. I was so energetic at first. Nevertheless, as the lecturer started to flip and jump here and there, I started to fly way to far from my book. I really do not like her "flipping and jumping" teaching method!!! Damn it!!! Oops...sorry for the harsh word here! I've to express my feeling now.

It's very cold in there. My brain was totally freeze~ This was because of a so called man in the class who is very lousy in differentiating what is serious, what is joke. When we asked for the remote, how dare he said don't want to give to us?! I was damn angry that time till now. Guess I wouldn't be able to stop cursing that stupid, idiotic guy. Better don't say yourself a guy!!! I'll "boo..." you to the max~~~

Just don't know what causing all these anger in me. I've been so moody and gets angry very easily these days. What happen??? I also don't know. Maybe, it's a mixture of pressure that I felt at the moment. I think I'll have to figure it out, and resolve my problems that is bothering me which eventually also affecting my emotion~

Oh well, end of my story and complaining. It's time to have a good short sleep. Sunday class is waiting for me at 8am...huh~ =.=

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Moody 2nd day of April :s

Haiz..., I warned the world not to fool me!!! Yet, I still got fool~ Hahaha...nevermind, I don't mind though. It's my honour to let people have a laughter. Honestly, it's my record to not get fool all these years. This year, it's really my 1st time and I got fool twice...lolx XD

That's what happen when I takes thing too seriously. Yesterday, I have learned a new lesson, that is, not to be too serious in life! Sometimes, there is a need to be relax and flexible~ Can I do that?! Guess it would be hard though...takes thing not too serious is just so not right~ Then, I 'll prefer to be careful next time during April Fool, like I've said, it's my honour to be fool :>

Okay, the end of April Fool. Now, it's the moody part~ Hmm..., guess what I've been in college the whole day yesterday, during the April Fool. I felt like being fool in the evening when I got my Law paper back!!! That's a big joke. I failed my LAW!!! I really get so moody until I really got distracted from my remaining lesson. I do concern about my following Progress Test now. It's way too near to my other subjects' Progress Test. Yet, I'm not ready for the test!!! I find myself very useless in this Law paper~ I'm in no way to improve for that...I can't memorise it into my mind!!! Dying, I think!!!

One more thing very frustrating...my parents went to visit my sister without me~ How could they??? I'm damn angry, you know?!?! I'm so looking forward to visit my sister and my nephew...OMG!!! That's really making me angry + moody now~ 

Don't know how long will that angry + moody mode will gone from me now...huhhh!!!! Why can't the world just leave me alone without any angry + moody feeling?!!?!! Why??? Why???? Why????