Friday, July 20, 2012

Those in the past...

I so missed the days where we are still in school. Back then, we would always be together, at least during weekdays. Now, we were separated far apart. We seldom meet & all are having their own life cycle. We could hardly reunion compared to the past.

Today, even a short high tea or a breakfast could have made us so appreciate each other. The ties between us are strong enough, grateful about this!!!

Even the past we would never realise about these. Never thought that we would be so appreciate the time being together like now. Meeting each other everyday is just so normal thing during school days. When we started going east and west, we started to look back those times.

Well, this is human! We always get to appreciate things when we can't get hold of it anymore. We are friends & we know that...... Somehow, we can never get together as always as in the past again. What we have now is social networking to keep in touch. However, the Earth is spinning every moment. We'll never get to meet and match our time just as we used to.

When we get busy, we thought of these bunch of friends; When we get sad, we thought of these bunch of friends; When we get lonely, we thought of these bunch of friends; When we have holidays, we thought of these bunch of friends as well...~

Friends...

How long can a person remain their friendship in life??? How far they can go without friends in life??? How happy would one be to live without friends in life??? How lonely is that for not being able to share your joy with your friends in life???



Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Expectation brighten up your life

If you have expectation in life, it's good!!! Perfectly good as expectation brighten up your life. You can assume an expectation is like a surprise~

Surprise does make life better sometimes. Though not all surprise would be in our favour, at least we are motivated in continuing our life; creating a memorable day and night.

I'm demotivated to go to sleep now. I think times run way too fast nowadays. Nevertheless, there's something very important to remind myself which is "Tomorrow will be a good day!!! Another memorable day is waiting for me then."

I'm looking forward to it, so do my friends~

Goodbye world for today & I'm gonna love tomorrow till the max...... :D

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Recalling back my life so far......

Oh...so I've not been updating my blog since 18th June! Haha sorry for not updating~

What kind of June I've been through so far?! Well, it's a busy month for me. I've been in a mess for company's new system, preparing month end closing using the very new system implemented and attended some friends gathering of course. ^_^

My senior and my supervisor have been enjoying taking day off while I'm busy busy busy... This is so not fair!!! Imagine I have to do all the job for those absent as well. This is such a multitasking job I'm doing for the very first time.

I  don't understand...really really not understand! How come people can enjoy doing their job so well, but not me?! I'm always having the stress on job. There's always all sort of circumstances coming towards me.

When I'm new to the place, I always got play around and gossip too. When I started to get used to the environment, I learn not to be so sensitive to those kind of people. However, things would never come to an end. Problems will always come to me. It's good to meet trouble, I admit that. Trouble makes perfect!!!

Nevertheless, these trouble seem to get me into stress. Especially lately, I'm asked to attend a Japanese conversation meeting where I'm totally know nothing about it. This is so not right now!!! I'm not having any supervisory level there. Yet, I'm having the opportunity to be involved in the meeting. 

I'm asked to understand what is the meeting about and the steps. I'm also being asked to assist my supervisor in the coming month end during month end closing. I'm being personally invited by my Japanese advisor to attend the meeting the next day. I knew my Chinese manager doesn't like this somehow. He has his own preferred one to get to attend the meeting, which is my senior. It just so happen that my senior was not around for those two meetings.

I do mind what people may think about me. I'm being close with the Production Senior Manager, some group manager, executives, assistant officer and my supervisor. These is all by coincidence anyway. I didn't do anything on purpose to get close to them. They all come to me naturally. I've been silent mode all these while~ Well, what to be blame?! I can only blame myself for having the friend;y magnet that attracts them to me even I keep low profile.

It's hard to be in a large company of different ethnic, different group. People all having their own mouth with their very own way of interpretation. I can't stop them from thinking bad about me. I can't stop them from gossiping. What I can do is to not do what I shouldn't do, and, I did it!!! I've not been sorry to anyone so far.

I am who I am...and I'm going to be myself till the end~