Monday, November 17, 2014

人生... •○°``*'★

人的一生中, 有的是竞争与比对......

从幼稚园开始? 不对, 不对! 是从刚在肚子里开始, 就已经在竞争了。

小时候, 在肚子里, 无辜的小孩就已经成为了比较的生命。 比较什么呢? 性别, 健康, 体重, 日用品, 家境, 服务等等, 都可以用来比较。 不会出声的孩子, 什么反驳力都没有, 无所谓。

出生之后, 继续比较。 什么好比呢? 比生活, 日用品, 家境, 玩具, 速度, 旅行等等。 这些都让孩子们成习惯了。 每天都在比较中长大。

好了, 好不容易来到了上幼稚园了。 竞争又更上一层楼。 孩子们比学校, 功课, 成绩, 表扬等等。 这比较啊, 是一次又一次的夸张。

接着, 上了小学, 中学, 还有大学。 一次一次的比着去, 拼命着去竞争, 比较。 这就是所谓的人生吗? 除了拼搏还是拼搏; 除了竞争还是竞争。 这样的生活就真的是自己所原吗?

人的生活本可以很简单地过。 但是, 往往很多人都把它变复杂化了。 不停地复杂化......

最讽刺的是复杂化的人生不但没有降低, 反而还夸张化了。 大家都在做好人, 扮演着神圣的自己, 显得非常仁慈可人。 这难道也是比较的一部份吗?

比较啊比较......; 竞争啊竞争......~

这种虚伪的人生是否是真实的人生呢?! 人, 都没在作自己。 大家都在做作......

Friday, November 14, 2014

Something awkward...

Things get funny and awkward when you realised something is just so not right there.

Well, being in a group is great. However, it happens that you are being in a group but you are not in the group. Thus, here is the awkward part.

I find it annoying when I'm in a group where I couldn't even be in it. There's just simply no reason for me to be in the conversation. Nevertheless, I should be glad that I have this allowance to read the jokes and teasing.

Somehow, I realised that I'm being introvert here. Leaving all the human around me unattended. I just enjoy be with myself, stay within my own world.

Nah...not much to compare here. We're in a different lifestyle, different world.


Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Human in nature...

Human tend to go against something that they are not supposed to. Why?

Sometimes I am confused about the right and the wrong. Things change, but why not human?! Human move from bad to the worst, but not from good to the best. Most obviously,  they never realised about that.

People created lies, and one lie after another. People dug holes, and one hole after another. The lies will never ending to be burried, while the holes will never ending be dug. Cover up lies one hole after another, is that really fun?!

I don't get it, and will never get to understand why either......

Ugh...I hate human. They are just so dishonest to themselves. 

当意见分叉时......

其实, 有时候真的很不懂一些人的想法。 为什么人总是一味地只想着要人家忍让他们, 而不是大家好好地合作妥协呢?

人与人之间是无法得到很好的共识。 虽然如此, 但是这并不是主要原因啊!

在不同的情况下, 总会有不同的解释与解决方案。 可是, 人往往都是一意孤行, 只想要自己的方法, 给自己方便。 这不就是自私自我的态度吗?

人总在执着于自己的观念与概念。 因此, 在个人看观上人们都不会懂得一码归一码而想。 只会一味地想着人家应该怎么样, 怎么对待, 怎么看待自己与事情。 这个观点让大家忽略了自己应有的首要条件。

其实, 说到底, 我就是无法闭上眼睛当作什么事都没有。 因为问题是存在的, 所以正确的方案是必须地。 即便对方有没有不对, 那也是自己自家的错误改正了才可以去修正别人的错。

自己都管不住了, 还怎么说别人呢?

Thursday, November 6, 2014

知足, 并且善于施舍☆

这世界上就是有那么一种人, 只懂得收却不懂得给。

他每天只知道要占人家的便宜, 糗人家的舍, 就偏偏不懂人家的好意与真心。 对于这种人而言, 这一切看似理所当然地。 好似大家都应该奉承他, 慰劳他, 感激他...... 这种人也未免太不知量力了吧?

大家都不言, 并不代表视而不见, 而是无言以对。 但是, 其实大家都心里有数。 只是谁都不去计较谁, 默默地不说。

在这世界里, 有这么一种人就够了。 因为太多这种人实在让人难言启齿, 所以也就容忍那么一个可以了。

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Say nothing to brainless people...~

Oh well...I'm kinda fed up with these people. Why can't they just be more brainy?!

You know, it's kinda wasting time talking mandarin to a person who can talk mandarin, BUT unfortunately, can't understand mandarin. So, what's the point la?! 

I've got this problem almost most of the time in my office. I wonder what on earth are they thinking of? Why can't they just focus?! Things get worst when you start explaining accounting to a person who know nothing about accounts, and yet, all they know is window dressing.

Well, you enjoy doing it but not me. I have my professional ethics to follow. You can't blame me for disallowing you people to do so.

Some of them even worst. Come on!!! Search for the caused and get a solutions. Writing report is not just about plotting graph, creating tables and etc. You need a reason, caused and solutions. You can't expect a perfect report with no explanation. If there's an over budget issue turning up, explain!!! No big deal...!!!

These brainless people have been doing brainless report, giving stupid suggestions and showing their lousy temper. Oh, please!!!! Showing temper isn't going to work on me. Like I've mentioned earlier, I've my professional ethics too. 

You have your brainless, I have my ethics.  That's all!!! Never ever try to instruct me with something that sound ridiculous to me. I'll never accept that. 

It's very a shame of them to tell the others that they know account, when they are actually knowing nothing about that. Yet, they think they can manipulate us.

Sunday, November 2, 2014

☆It's life that make all the changes☆

I've been missing for a year. Finally, I'm back with my blogger. 

Somehow, work life is way too different from study life. When you're still studying, you tend to have some free time for entertainment, enjoying free time, updating latest status, going for some activity and etc. However, working life is tiring. Everyday there will be a fixed time spend on working. Working might be stress and busy, but there are times where you'll be free like hell. Yet, you'll still have to waste your time sitting there doing nothing, merely browsing your pc, doing 5s maybe?!

I dislike the life spending on unnecessary waiting. I prefer doing something meaningful. Preferably I can spend all my day with activities, fulfilling my day.

Well, I get to be annoyed with the people around me. They're being reluctant to do more, to do well and to be responsible. What kind of society I'm facing now?! I've been trying hard to do my work and play my part well. Nevertheless, that's not what all the others thought off.

Almost three years of working life, I've learn a lot. Most importantly, I've seen a lot and I've gain a lot of experience. I've been moving slow lately, for, I've been having less reason to perform well anymore. 

I like to do the best I can. That's what I did since the beginning of my working life. Thus, I was rewarded for my hard work. I'm glad with that though. Unfortunately, I've been performing less passionate lately. I've found myself doing nothing lately. There has been less opportunity to perform more.

Actually it's quite funny though. I dislike my colleagues but I still prefer to be there. Why?! Being there might be a safety shell to me at the meantime.  I feel that I've a responsibility to repay my advisor's good intention for fighting very hard for my promotion. He's a good boss indeed. 

It's been tiring all these while facing the same old people, doing the same old things. I tend to be demotivated by their style of working. How on earth did they survive in such a demotivated, not energetic life? I'm lose to that.

Seriously, I need to get myself a new motivation in life. A dry life like that is too meaningless.