Thursday, December 24, 2015

平安夜如何过???

平安夜如何渡过呢?

外面的世界是如此的热闹啊! 可是, 回到家里来的时候, 就是回复了清静的感觉了。 很开心今天过得挺愉快的……

午餐时, 有个热心的同事请了我一顿饭。 晚餐时, 旧同事也请了我一顿饭。 基本上, 我的圣诞前夕都是吃顿饭。

在外头的生活, 最寂寞的时候莫过于每逢佳节的时刻。 因此, 也不怎么想出去看看外面的世界。 实在是太不适合自己的世界了! 一个人走着走着也会觉得好像自己很陌生似的。 有种很复杂的感觉——大概是想家了吧?!

今晚, 就好好地回味今天的美食好了。










每天都应该要有个新尝试! 今天这一餐不错……很特别的一餐~   别有一番新鲜。。。

Sunday, November 29, 2015

难以理解的人——心态

感觉并不愉快。。。 可是, 不知怎么了。 怎么说也说不出口!
等等!是说不出口吗? 还是已经说到自己都累了呢?!相同的话题, 重复说太多遍也会累的。 更何况是别人都不以为然的事呢! 那又何必一提再提啊?

人生难免会有不如意, 但是我实在是搞不懂怎么又那么多的不如意啊? 是在耍我吗? 还是, 觉得我的人生太乏味了呢? 我自认自己没本事, 但却发着莫大的梦想。 可是, 有梦想是无罪的……

也许, 是我太不了解人类吧!
人心真的很难捉摸。 我自认我在这方面还欠佳。 即便如此, 但是怎么就可以这样呢? 人难到就不能活得实在一点吗? 非要闹事、闯祸不可?! 真的搞不懂人的心态, 尤其那些长大了却又长不大的人们。

面对这些人, 让我觉得自己是不是一直都走错路线了呢? 难不成, 人是应该像他们这般另类、幼稚不可? 太难理解了……实在是无法接受!
真的很彷徨失措啊!
我需要指点……
面临同样的状况一次又一次, 真的很无言!

如果说人的生命能够转角, 那么我的下一个转角是什么? 瞬间就会好了吗? 还是, 我的下一个转角会更糟糕? 我真的无法承受这种莫名其妙, 不切实际的人生啊!

拜托, 我实在是看不下去这些垃圾啦…… 他们究竟是给后背设了什么榜样啊?!
嘴巴对这话题一天比一天还要不想说了。 越说只会越火, 到头来分分钟还是自己遭殃呢!

人生啊人生, 怎么就那么的艰辛刻苦呢? 给些甜头真的那么难吗?
累了、疲惫了、厌倦了, 又如何……??? 难耐啊!

我已经是对人说到不能再说了。 现在, 也只有对自己的部落格发牢骚了。 至少, 我不会听到不必要的批评与争论。

我的人生感觉只剩下我自己了……~


Fed up moment!



How badly I wish I can shout this phrases out loud to them...
Ugh...this is awful!!!
I felt so bad about it. I'm living unhappily now with all the possibilities running through my mind everyday, asking myself what if and what if~

This is really a bad bad moment here alone.
Who can I blame?! 
No one!!!
This is the choice I've made...

That's it...I've got to face it no matter what.

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

光棍。。。

当你觉得自己不属于任何一处时, 感觉是如何呢?
当你发现自己无处可容时, 感想如何呢?
要找到那个你的地方真的那么难吗?


当你感到陌生时, 会有什么想法呢?
当你察觉自己不适合这里时, 有想逃避吗?
要融入一体并不是那么的容易呢!


当好不容易感觉自己开始慢慢地熟悉了的时候, 感觉有误吗?
是会这么地问一问自己吧?
究竟是做对了吗?
会不会又给错了自己什么讯息?


当自己误以为自己已经快要融为一体了, 但却发现原来不是。。。
好失魂落魄的那种情绪呢!


失望 —— 难免;
绝望 —— 还不至于。
感叹 —— 一些些;
气馁 —— 没有是假的。


人生不如意十常八九;
今天的雨天, 未必是明天的雨季……~


释怀。。。放松。。。想开。。。畅心


人生难免要自我麻醉一下。
这样日子会好过一些;
心情会天晴一阵子;
思想会宽松一尺。。。

Saturday, October 10, 2015

20+岁人生感言

人  最缺乏的是什么? 信心……~

当自信心本来就少于人时, 还遇上各种问题与难关, 又该如何撑下去呢? 其实, 心里是很怕那种孤独寂寞的感觉。 现在的我很疲惫、无助又彷徨。 不知道为了什么, 我开始觉得自己最近沉默了更多, 也忧郁了一些。 自闭吗?

人生为了得到更多就会失去更多吧?! 一直感觉身边少了更多人,失去的也显得更多…… 反之, 增添的不是好事, 而是一连接地、 一波又一波的烂摊子。 即便我不去找麻烦, 麻烦也好像懂得来敲门似的。 我也希望身边能有人让我哭诉, 但是我知道我不能、不可以, 也没有。 我只能不停地憋着…… 把自己的烦恼都隐藏在内心深处, 不让人家看到、察觉到。

是我的人生问题吗? 还是人生还很遥远, 看得还不够多?

真的很累! 累的时候, 真想停下脚步歇着。 可惜, 我知道还不是时候。

对这世界感到厌倦! 戴着面具的人到处都是。 每天只能不断地猜疑、提防, 深怕不知道自己一个不留意就会被卷入风波里。 好累、好累的日子啊!

渴望那种不必提防, 日日都能开怀大笑, 坦诚相对的人生。 恐怕那种虚构的想象并不存在吧?! 我把人生看得太简单、单纯了。

目前看来, 我的人生并不算是多姿多彩, 但也不平凡。 每每都会有一些小风波、 小巨浪、小插曲……

好事怎么就是不会来敲我门呢?!




Saturday, October 3, 2015

HUMAN

HUMAN is such a complicated creature that could hardly be predicted......

They can be seen as a goddess human that have a kind and warmth heart; They can be seen as an evil. This is the world!!! The real world is always far way different from the fairy tell stories. What we must do is to be alert to all the things around us all the time. There is no time for us to sit back and relax.

I honestly admit that I do not understand this world well.

I always belief that one can be evil but deep inside them should exist this kindness in them. Nevertheless, it seems to be such a disappointment when I keep realising that HUMAN is evil in nature rather than angelical.

It is such a heartbreaking situation when you get to meet all those ill-minded human out there. They just do not spare you a thought of what others will feel upon their ill-acted to others. I seriously cannot accept that. I mean, come on! Why can't human just live fairly with each other?! Is it really that hard? I seriously don't get it!!!

Some people just enjoy competing... Well, healthy competition is good but not with those stupid and low classed techniques. At least do it as far as you can. Unfortunately, that is not what a human thinks. So, again, I am speechless!!!

Can I just hate human?

BUT, human make this world live...~

I don't know...I seriously cannot make my mind clear.

Monday, August 24, 2015

下雨的夜晚里……

在这下着雨的夜晚里, 显得更多愁善感。

昨天本该开心地玩。 毕竟, 朋友过来看我。 可是, 早上收到了一封简讯 —— 是个坏消息。 我想昨天大概也是大家同事间都一起在按手机的时候吧?! 虽然我已经离开了那家公司, 但是这个消息实在让我惊讶! 我其实是有迟疑了一下……

两个多月了吧? 我已经离开了那家公司两个多月了。 可是, 听到一个自己那么熟悉的名字, 传来了突然的死讯, 还是很深感悲哀与可惜。

刚刚结婚不久的一对夫妇; 老婆刚不久前换工; 认识了他老婆三年……  相信她现在是崩溃的吧?

人生啊人生! 有时候, 就是那么难于预料。 这一秒里会有什么变化, 谁都不会知道。 眼看快要到家了……结果, 就差那么一点点却回不去了!

不知怎么地就是心里感到不舒服。 总觉得还不能接受这个消息。 虽然不是自己的家人, 但是还是替他家人感到可悲。

因此, 人, 要时常记得注意安全。 千万不要疏忽了……

Thursday, August 20, 2015

冷静的时候……

人, 总需要冷静下来的时候。

其实, 矛盾的心情总是会有的。只是偶尔还是会停下来想想, 究竟现在的心情是什么…… 现在的这一切是自己要的吗? 这种状况有在预料之中吗? 还有很多很多问题想问问自己的内心。 在这种近况下, 身心会觉得疲惫; 心灵, 感到失落。

孤单是每个人都不想要的吧?! 虽然如此, 但是世界那么大, 何来的孤单呢? 生活是自己的。 要怎么过, 取决与自己的心态。 过得开心, 也是一天; 过得伤心,也是一天; 过得繁忙, 也总比无所事事来得好吧?

来了这里之后呢, 生活变得更加的安静了。 虽然每个周末都会尽量的出门找寻自由与快乐, 但是还是觉得缺少了什么。 人, 总会不懂得满足吧! 有了这个, 还要那个。 永远都不会达到目标。 不过, 也正因为如此生活才来得有趣吗? 偶尔要这个, 偶尔做那个的……

如今, 并没有以往的开心吧! 可是, 在不同的方向来看的话, 也未尝不是什么不好的事。 最起码, 我看清了很多事, 了解了一些意想不到的人事物。

说到意想不到, 我还真的意想不到会有一种男人像女人般耍伎俩。 他真的是让我大开眼界了。 人生中, 能遇到这么一种人, 也算我即幸运又倒霉了。 接下来, 还会有什么事情会发生也不知道啊! 毕竟, 路还长呢!

无论如何, 勇敢地面对一切的困难, 绝对不可以被那种烂人给再次打败了。

P.s. 有人告诉我, 我的前任上司突然想念起我来了。

我是应该开心还是愤怒呢? 我真的不知道要用什么表情啦形容好了。

为什么我在左右时, 就是不愿意多为我着想呢? 如今, 我不在此处了, 才开始假惺惺地问候呢? 最可恶的是向他人问候我。 难道连一封简讯都那么难传送吗?

我是气……气我自己的付出与牺牲是白费地。 至今, 还是一片空白。

今天的我, 学会了不再那么傻了。 做好本分就是了。 只要不昧着良心, 什么都行, 也不要那么地把事情扛上身免得自己再次受罪。 那种感觉, 人生经历过一次就够了。 千万不要再有! 我觉得自己不能再次被如此的事情困扰了。 实在是无法再承受!

人生就不能再简单, 再快乐一些吗?

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Belief in life...

I have no offence but just merely some of my thoughts in life. Well, everyone will have their own thoughts and beliefs. Thus, we cannot say who is right and who is wrong. Basically, it's just some different thoughts that one might have.

Honestly, I would not say that one's belief is of no reason. However, I feel that being a strong believer in ourselves is much better. Well, we know ourselves better than anyone else could be. It's the inner strength that we have got in order to guide us and lighten up the routes in life. I guess that is why there are lots of motivational activities and quotes in life.

Motivational quotes and activities in life are good. It helps us to remind of who we are, what are we doing and facing, where are we moving towards, and etc. I don't find it to be of no purpose. The guidance and enlighten of one self is actually quite important. One has to be really of upright spirit in order to get ourselves to be in the right position in life.

There are moments where one get lost of themselves. Nevertheless, that is not the end of it. All we have got to do is to get out of there and be passionate in life. We have to learn to stand up and move on to everything that might be coming to us, instead of, just sit back and do nothing on every failure we face.

We must not always blame others on the failure and circumstances that we faced, but to be thankful to every situation that we are put into it. Why?! You must be questioning yourself. It is simply because we need to accept the challenge we have got. Every challenge make us grow. That is what life is.

Therefore, be brave in life and accept what that is meant for us to face. Time will make all these into a past one day, sometimes in the future. At the mean time, just carry on and think of a solution instead of running away of it.

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

G.E.M. - 新的心跳



也許  你看過太多悲劇
也受過太多委屈
你怕不願回首的過去  會一直延續

但生命 夠曲折才夠真實
人痛過才夠堅持
而故事  還沒有走到結局

就讓我們    忘了過去有多悲傷
打開受傷的翅膀
來為自己戴上   掉下的皇冠
無論世界有多瘋狂
我們是浴火的鳳凰
經過了燃燒   有新的心跳

愛是   受傷過才夠轟烈
犧牲過才夠真切
而且   時間還未停歇

就讓我們    忘了過去有多悲傷
打開受傷的翅膀
來為自己戴上   掉下的皇冠
無論世界有多瘋狂
我們是浴火的鳳凰
經過了燃燒   有新的心跳

就用微笑哀悼  死去是復活的先兆
聽未來的呼召  埋葬憂傷痛苦的煎熬
舊事再不重要  一切已經來到  永遠的句號

我們死而復活 我們失而復得 舊事已過
都變成新的…
新的心跳  新的心跳  新的心跳  新的心跳
新的心跳  新的心跳  新的心跳  新的心跳

与生俱来

这首歌的吸引力在于一个感悟: “很多时候, 越想自由, 却越把自己黑禁锢了; 越想要快乐, 却越不快乐。”


人在彷徨时, 想起了什么?

长年不能回家的人, 想家了吗?

每个人都有为了谋生而不能做的事, 而回家就是其一件事。 为了谋生, 大家都在做牺牲; 为了谋生, 大家都在做挣扎; 为了谋生, 大家都在做努力。 虽然如此, 有些人却视别人的谋生为人生, 更糟糕的是视别人的谋生为自己的人生乐趣。

其实, 每一件事都可以是很顺利又爽快的。 只可惜, 很多人的不乐意与自私, 把一切的简单变成了复杂。 为的是什么呢? 就只是为了让人家难堪; 让自己感到爽快! 难道, 这种事真的可以得到人生中的无比乐趣?!

人生的乐趣莫过于人生中有所成就。 什么成就呢? 那当然就是在自己的每个阶段中, 得到一个胜利, 一个可以让你给自己感到是一个成功的人的胜利!

每个人的胜利或许都不一样。 可是, 对于我来说, 胜利就是要在人生中制造有意义而且拥有满足感的事。 至于, 那些觉得能够让人家感到难堪的所谓不良想法, 还是不适合我, 更不被我看好。 我非常鄙视这种人!!! 太龌龊了~

遇上这种龌龊人们, 我该如何说服自己好呢?

人在彷徨时, 又会想起了什么 ?

其实, 人不管在哪里都会遇到问题。 但是, 我这次竟然如此的不能释怀。 明明就知道他们都是有意的, 我却还是如此地让自己难眠。 那种无影的压力还是塞满了我的心灵。 真的是好替自己感到失败啊!

曾经我以为, 我已经释怀了。 下一次, 会更熟练。 可照这么看来, 我是仍让无法放过自己, 发下思绪。

往往就是因为我所谓的感情太泛滥, 思绪太敏捷, 心灵太敏锐, 才会导致今天的我又再次把自己给困惑了。 难道, 这个我没得医了?! 我好像改变这样的自己。

真糟糕! 我一旦想起了这些, 自己整个人就开始崩溃了。 整个人都开心不起来。 不知觉地我就感到想放弃, 再不然就是想找个地方躲起来……

最近变得太多事起来了。 一直不停地要去跟人争辩, 还要跟人比拼。 这种生活很累。 可是, 人家却好像不这么认为呢! 要不然, 他们就不会乐在其中, 不停地打扰了~

人啊人! 就不能顺其自然地生活, 凡事量力而为吗? 为什么凡事都要去争呢? 真的好讨厌用争的……

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Curiosity of Human~

Well, I don't find the reason for people to be so curious about one's life. Is it just merely wanted to send their regards? Is it my life is too interesting to them? I really don't get the point for them to be so curious about it......

I am not being selfish for not sharing any of my life story. It's just simply not the right moment yet. Most importantly, they are not the right person to inform or to get to know as yet. Oh well, they are just those chaotic human that always create an issue in my life. So, I don't find a reason why I should tell them now.

Out of this big society, there are a lot of human with all kinds of pattern. It's rather impossible for me to suit them all. I am ought to protect myself and choose the best for myself, instead of, wasting my time to entertain the others. Come on!!! Loving ourselves is the most important thing to do before we can love others. If I cannot even protect myself from all those weirdos out there, how am I going to protect others in the future?!

Human enjoyed being protected, so do I!!! Therefore, being not responsive with certain questions is not a mistake made in life. It's just not the right moment at this point of time. I enjoy the moment where there are people being caring about my life. However, spare me some time and some space. I just need my own personal life, private corner, you got that?!

I am being so fed up with these certain human since the incident they have created last time. I don't think that I should let the same thing to happen again this time. Can't they just leave me alone? What?! Bugging me is their lifetime mission, is it?!

Sometimes, I just can't read their mind. If they have the time, it's better that they spend their curiousity to the old ones, who need their caring badly, rather than on me, who is actually seen as their competitors. I have no interest with any competition, okay!!!

Humans...weird humans...~

Thursday, July 16, 2015

First Raya

Oh well, this is really my first raya away from home.

I like holidays but not this kind of holidays whereby I can't go home regardless it's a long holidays.  How should I expressed myself?

The courage to fly out did not give me the urge to stay alone here though. I am quite not used with the feeling alone here, and, not to forget the feeling of sleeping alone in a so called stranger's place.

Anyway, anything can be a first time though. Well, this is really a first time raya outstation. Guess I'll be used to it soon.

Celebrating festive season without families. It's something that the rest should be appreciate with, as they can be back with their love ones.

Passion with limit

Through the storm and rain I have passed, finally I am where I am today. Being who I am to be now, it's a hardship in life. The urge to face all the things alone; the courage to move on all the circumstances; the stress to defeat all the human kind. 

It's a good experience I have gained from the past that help me to get motivated to move further. The most important in life now is to not repeat the same mistake. 

I have learnt to not supply my passion with those who do not appreciate it. Chances are always given to everyone. However, some people just won't worth giving the chances to. 

Regardless how rude can a person be to me, I am still stick with this concept that is to smile and replied a ''Thank you'' as a respect to myself. This is personality, okay! I should not be influenced by the person's rude attitude. 

I am happy that I can make it out, even though there is still some issue going on. Anyway, issues are main to be settled and faced. I have no choice but to face it and get overcome with. 

Well, being alone and self defenceless, I have no blame on others. This is my choice here though the initial urge was from TY~

I will truely remember all I have paid off from TY!!! This is something to remember for my lifetime. 

Thursday, April 16, 2015

没天理的事; 荒唐的人

其实, 走到这一天, 也没什么好改变的了。 唯一就是怪自己当初太愚蠢, 无条件地付出与贡献。 如今, 大家都认为是理所当然的。 别人的辛苦是辛苦, 我们的刻苦是化化为务有的。 无论再努力的争取机会抱怨, 到头来得到的只是一鼻子灰。 势不于人呐! 心想, 活到这种年纪, 听到最荒唐的莫过于这些刺耳的话了吧?!

第一次抱怨:-
他说: ''现在新的安排是这样地。 从这一个financial year开始, 你保留在原有的岗位。 你的senior会rotate去account side。每天只会花2小时的时间来教新人关于你这里的工作。新人将会两边忙。 我安排了她半天在costing side, 半天帮asset side。一个人平均做8小时的工作每天。 现在,  新人4小时帮你, 你的senior花2小时教新人。因此, 每天平均8小时少了, 所以就少了。 啊...每天会少了几小时。 你就......''
我说: ''究竟那个asset side的有什么那么忙? 为什么每天听她喊忙, 然后还能请假? 你知道她post去whatsapp她请假做什么了吗? 那个叫忙? 在人家忙的时候请假? 现在的工作都是她的下属作到完。你知道她吩咐她的下属要想尽办法得到新人, 不可以让你把新人让给我这边吗?''
他回说: ''我也觉得她没那么忙。 不过, 现在的安排是这样。 你就是跟就对了。''

请问, 这种荒唐的事哪里找啊?! 你告诉我平均8小时。 结果, 现在你说少过8小时。 这不是在欺负我, 要我cover那剩下缺少的几小时嘛!

第二次抱怨:-
老板说: ''为什么走那么快?!''
我说: ''我很忙啊! 桌子还有一大叠的账要查, Auditor又要找东西, 不快怎么行?''
老板说: ''每个人都很忙啊!''

其实, 这生气的原因是有来源的。

较早时, 那个asset的女人就这么对老板说: ''我已经想了很久了。 不知道要怎么改变了。 哎哟, 不用想了啦。 想这么多又没什么。 每个月薪水照拿, 不会有差别的。''

就这样, 对于我们这些替他们忙生忙死的人而言, 如何复众?
可想而知, 她那所谓的想了很久可并不是她本人的杰作啊! 是下属帮她做的。

对于我来说, 不想作的人, 为什么就是还会有人会纵容?! 最最最重要的是明明就是很闲空, 却到处去告诉别人自己很忙, 忙到要死。现在, 究竟是谁忙了?! 是我, 好不好?! 要升职的人是她, 不想做的人还是她, 不给人帮我做的又是她。

这是什么世界啊?! 快疯了!!! 没天理......


Wednesday, April 8, 2015

一个人的独秀

其实, 人本来就可以活得更自由。 可惜的是, 人常常会被自己的良心打败! 或许, 应该更准确地说, 被我自己的良心与良知打败。 是人都知道收人家的钱就该办事, 毕竟这世上是没有白吃的午餐。 

明摆在眼前看着那个人没做事, 有所毫闲还是拿工钱。 但是, 又能如何?! 即便再不满意, 当上司要你解决那个人的工作时, 还是必须做啊! 因为良知告诉你不可以违背上司的命令, 所以不满也是等于零的。

有时候, 真的很不了解这个世界了。 看到累, 烦到累, 怨到累, 又能怎样?! 谁会同情你了?! 一切的努力与付出都被当成理所当然了。结果, 更糟糕的是无所事事的人反而说自己很忙, 公告全公司自己很忙, 没有人帮得上忙, 全部不会做。 现在究竟是谁不会做了?!

一个这么不负责任的人, 人人疼惜; 一个尽心尽力的人, 人人喊杀! 太不公平了...... 那干脆把这个世界只剩下一个人就好了。什么人对我而言都是多于的了。

其实, 在这个世界上已经不再是谈论公平的事了。可是, 就是不甘心啊!

Saturday, April 4, 2015

Nothing is fair...and that's it!!!

One day, when you realised the people around you become a nightmare, what would you do? What if the nightmare is no longer just a nightmare? Would you choose to face it or to runaway? 

To me, the place and the people are all a nightmare now. Gradually, they started to turn into monsters. I have no idea what else I could do besides to fight it.

The passion to perform is no longer in my mind. Everything is just a nonsense to me. Who else would have the passion to perform in this world of enemy now?

All have a mindset......that is to fight for the power but not the work. They want more and more powers but not workload. They can cheat the whole world that they're very very busy. They can lie to the people that their staff is useless and helpless in their career. This is the tactics that monsters could do.

However, monsters would never knew that education is everything. Educated people are not easy to be manipulated. 

Don't think that you can manipulate people and never try to back stab people. They bring no harm as long as you didn't treat them bad.

I knew there were no judgement on how a thing should be. Sometimes something are meant to be like this. I accept it and so I choose to......

Monday, March 23, 2015

放手时候

人生走到谷底时, 就要再想尽办法往上攀爬。 必须要努力爬出谷底, 才会有美好的未来。 与其在此地自虐, 倒不如离开解脱。 

大家本是不同路人, 何必勉强自己互相牵扯?! 其实, 真的很厌倦这种虚伪。 难到都不累的吗? 每天都带着一副假面貌, 对人迎面欢笑。

今天一早, 情绪本是低落不堪。 收音机里播放了一首歌。 听到这一首歌, 让我顿时有些感触。 情绪, 更是大跌!

不知怎么了...... 但是, 就是觉得伤感。 原以为可以好好地收拾凌乱的思绪, 毫无直觉的回到公司。 可惜, 情绪实在凌乱不宜。

不断地问自己:'' 值得吗? 需要吗? 可以放弃了吧?! 死心了吗? 决心了吗?''

心里知道的, 这一切都没有意义。 人, 并不需要委屈自己在一个不属于自己的地方; 人, 并不需要委屈自己在一个不开心的环境里; 人, 并不需要委屈自己在一个充满压力的气氛里; 人, 并不需要委屈自己在如此讽刺的人际里。

这一次, 真的要鼓起勇气了! 不可以再动摇, 也不可以轻易掏出良心来了。 没人会珍惜良心这门事了~

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

◇如果◆只是◆如果◇

假如能把还没犯的错都躲过, 应该还来得急去补过; 假如没把一切说破, 那一个小风波, 将一笑带过。      

全都怪我, 不该说话的时候说话, 该沉默的时候没沉默。可当初的你和现在的我, 已来不及回头。

如果不是我......误会自己知识广阔, 导致自己闯祸; 如果早点了解那狡猾的你, 或者晚一点遇上愚昧的我, 也许就不会有今天。

倘若那天把不该说的话都埋没, 该隐藏的不执着......如果那天, 我不受心灵诱惑, 理智不被模糊, 你会这么做?

那么多如果......可惜没如果......只剩下结果。

P.s. 听着听着, 不知不觉把歌词改成本人的另一种感想与领悟了。真的深深体会到那种所谓的可惜没如果。 虽然不同的故事, 但是那种可惜还是很重要地~

Sunday, March 1, 2015

人能有多重要?

有的时候我在想, 一个人的重要性有多重要?! 

有人说:''没有你不算什么! 一切还是正常运作。 从来没有所谓的少了谁, 日子就不能过了。 你觉得你能多重要?''  这就是所谓自信又自傲, 但却思想短浅的人想出来的一番话。 如此的让人听了心酸啊!

其实, 这世界可以没有谁都可以吗? 毕竟, 不是每个人都认可一个人在自己生活里的重要性。有些人还甚至于把身边的人当作是个摆设, 不当一回事。

人与人之间究竟是互相依赖, 还是互相利用呢? 真有那么个感觉就是人往往都是在利用多于依赖。

人, 其实是很自私的吧?!

Monday, January 5, 2015

Imitation is bad...

In this world, there's always weird thought coming out from human brain. But, why? Well, I don't even understand that too.

Nevertheless, there's one thing I'm very sure is that human are born to be full of jealousy. They envy other's good; They envy other's benefit; They envy other's profit; They envy other's generous. And there they go with the feeling of envy all the way along their life road.

I've met a lady of late 30s. I don't get her point of jealousy or maybe rather known as late determination, I guess?! She's been enjoying the life of 'copycat-ing' people's idea.

What makes the  irritation is that no one have the intention to compete with her! Can't she just do as she likes? What's with the stupid idea of 'copycat' here?

Imitation is bad; disturbing people's business is even worst.  Come on, lady! Just do your part and dig your own idea. Stop stealing ideas...its irritating! 

P.s. To me, it's more to awful because you can't even do your daily responsibility well. How could people expect you to do better in imitation?!