Tuesday, July 28, 2015

G.E.M. - 新的心跳



也許  你看過太多悲劇
也受過太多委屈
你怕不願回首的過去  會一直延續

但生命 夠曲折才夠真實
人痛過才夠堅持
而故事  還沒有走到結局

就讓我們    忘了過去有多悲傷
打開受傷的翅膀
來為自己戴上   掉下的皇冠
無論世界有多瘋狂
我們是浴火的鳳凰
經過了燃燒   有新的心跳

愛是   受傷過才夠轟烈
犧牲過才夠真切
而且   時間還未停歇

就讓我們    忘了過去有多悲傷
打開受傷的翅膀
來為自己戴上   掉下的皇冠
無論世界有多瘋狂
我們是浴火的鳳凰
經過了燃燒   有新的心跳

就用微笑哀悼  死去是復活的先兆
聽未來的呼召  埋葬憂傷痛苦的煎熬
舊事再不重要  一切已經來到  永遠的句號

我們死而復活 我們失而復得 舊事已過
都變成新的…
新的心跳  新的心跳  新的心跳  新的心跳
新的心跳  新的心跳  新的心跳  新的心跳

与生俱来

这首歌的吸引力在于一个感悟: “很多时候, 越想自由, 却越把自己黑禁锢了; 越想要快乐, 却越不快乐。”


人在彷徨时, 想起了什么?

长年不能回家的人, 想家了吗?

每个人都有为了谋生而不能做的事, 而回家就是其一件事。 为了谋生, 大家都在做牺牲; 为了谋生, 大家都在做挣扎; 为了谋生, 大家都在做努力。 虽然如此, 有些人却视别人的谋生为人生, 更糟糕的是视别人的谋生为自己的人生乐趣。

其实, 每一件事都可以是很顺利又爽快的。 只可惜, 很多人的不乐意与自私, 把一切的简单变成了复杂。 为的是什么呢? 就只是为了让人家难堪; 让自己感到爽快! 难道, 这种事真的可以得到人生中的无比乐趣?!

人生的乐趣莫过于人生中有所成就。 什么成就呢? 那当然就是在自己的每个阶段中, 得到一个胜利, 一个可以让你给自己感到是一个成功的人的胜利!

每个人的胜利或许都不一样。 可是, 对于我来说, 胜利就是要在人生中制造有意义而且拥有满足感的事。 至于, 那些觉得能够让人家感到难堪的所谓不良想法, 还是不适合我, 更不被我看好。 我非常鄙视这种人!!! 太龌龊了~

遇上这种龌龊人们, 我该如何说服自己好呢?

人在彷徨时, 又会想起了什么 ?

其实, 人不管在哪里都会遇到问题。 但是, 我这次竟然如此的不能释怀。 明明就知道他们都是有意的, 我却还是如此地让自己难眠。 那种无影的压力还是塞满了我的心灵。 真的是好替自己感到失败啊!

曾经我以为, 我已经释怀了。 下一次, 会更熟练。 可照这么看来, 我是仍让无法放过自己, 发下思绪。

往往就是因为我所谓的感情太泛滥, 思绪太敏捷, 心灵太敏锐, 才会导致今天的我又再次把自己给困惑了。 难道, 这个我没得医了?! 我好像改变这样的自己。

真糟糕! 我一旦想起了这些, 自己整个人就开始崩溃了。 整个人都开心不起来。 不知觉地我就感到想放弃, 再不然就是想找个地方躲起来……

最近变得太多事起来了。 一直不停地要去跟人争辩, 还要跟人比拼。 这种生活很累。 可是, 人家却好像不这么认为呢! 要不然, 他们就不会乐在其中, 不停地打扰了~

人啊人! 就不能顺其自然地生活, 凡事量力而为吗? 为什么凡事都要去争呢? 真的好讨厌用争的……

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Curiosity of Human~

Well, I don't find the reason for people to be so curious about one's life. Is it just merely wanted to send their regards? Is it my life is too interesting to them? I really don't get the point for them to be so curious about it......

I am not being selfish for not sharing any of my life story. It's just simply not the right moment yet. Most importantly, they are not the right person to inform or to get to know as yet. Oh well, they are just those chaotic human that always create an issue in my life. So, I don't find a reason why I should tell them now.

Out of this big society, there are a lot of human with all kinds of pattern. It's rather impossible for me to suit them all. I am ought to protect myself and choose the best for myself, instead of, wasting my time to entertain the others. Come on!!! Loving ourselves is the most important thing to do before we can love others. If I cannot even protect myself from all those weirdos out there, how am I going to protect others in the future?!

Human enjoyed being protected, so do I!!! Therefore, being not responsive with certain questions is not a mistake made in life. It's just not the right moment at this point of time. I enjoy the moment where there are people being caring about my life. However, spare me some time and some space. I just need my own personal life, private corner, you got that?!

I am being so fed up with these certain human since the incident they have created last time. I don't think that I should let the same thing to happen again this time. Can't they just leave me alone? What?! Bugging me is their lifetime mission, is it?!

Sometimes, I just can't read their mind. If they have the time, it's better that they spend their curiousity to the old ones, who need their caring badly, rather than on me, who is actually seen as their competitors. I have no interest with any competition, okay!!!

Humans...weird humans...~

Thursday, July 16, 2015

First Raya

Oh well, this is really my first raya away from home.

I like holidays but not this kind of holidays whereby I can't go home regardless it's a long holidays.  How should I expressed myself?

The courage to fly out did not give me the urge to stay alone here though. I am quite not used with the feeling alone here, and, not to forget the feeling of sleeping alone in a so called stranger's place.

Anyway, anything can be a first time though. Well, this is really a first time raya outstation. Guess I'll be used to it soon.

Celebrating festive season without families. It's something that the rest should be appreciate with, as they can be back with their love ones.

Passion with limit

Through the storm and rain I have passed, finally I am where I am today. Being who I am to be now, it's a hardship in life. The urge to face all the things alone; the courage to move on all the circumstances; the stress to defeat all the human kind. 

It's a good experience I have gained from the past that help me to get motivated to move further. The most important in life now is to not repeat the same mistake. 

I have learnt to not supply my passion with those who do not appreciate it. Chances are always given to everyone. However, some people just won't worth giving the chances to. 

Regardless how rude can a person be to me, I am still stick with this concept that is to smile and replied a ''Thank you'' as a respect to myself. This is personality, okay! I should not be influenced by the person's rude attitude. 

I am happy that I can make it out, even though there is still some issue going on. Anyway, issues are main to be settled and faced. I have no choice but to face it and get overcome with. 

Well, being alone and self defenceless, I have no blame on others. This is my choice here though the initial urge was from TY~

I will truely remember all I have paid off from TY!!! This is something to remember for my lifetime.