Saturday, October 10, 2015


人  最缺乏的是什么? 信心……~

当自信心本来就少于人时, 还遇上各种问题与难关, 又该如何撑下去呢? 其实, 心里是很怕那种孤独寂寞的感觉。 现在的我很疲惫、无助又彷徨。 不知道为了什么, 我开始觉得自己最近沉默了更多, 也忧郁了一些。 自闭吗?

人生为了得到更多就会失去更多吧?! 一直感觉身边少了更多人,失去的也显得更多…… 反之, 增添的不是好事, 而是一连接地、 一波又一波的烂摊子。 即便我不去找麻烦, 麻烦也好像懂得来敲门似的。 我也希望身边能有人让我哭诉, 但是我知道我不能、不可以, 也没有。 我只能不停地憋着…… 把自己的烦恼都隐藏在内心深处, 不让人家看到、察觉到。

是我的人生问题吗? 还是人生还很遥远, 看得还不够多?

真的很累! 累的时候, 真想停下脚步歇着。 可惜, 我知道还不是时候。

对这世界感到厌倦! 戴着面具的人到处都是。 每天只能不断地猜疑、提防, 深怕不知道自己一个不留意就会被卷入风波里。 好累、好累的日子啊!

渴望那种不必提防, 日日都能开怀大笑, 坦诚相对的人生。 恐怕那种虚构的想象并不存在吧?! 我把人生看得太简单、单纯了。

目前看来, 我的人生并不算是多姿多彩, 但也不平凡。 每每都会有一些小风波、 小巨浪、小插曲……


Saturday, October 3, 2015


HUMAN is such a complicated creature that could hardly be predicted......

They can be seen as a goddess human that have a kind and warmth heart; They can be seen as an evil. This is the world!!! The real world is always far way different from the fairy tell stories. What we must do is to be alert to all the things around us all the time. There is no time for us to sit back and relax.

I honestly admit that I do not understand this world well.

I always belief that one can be evil but deep inside them should exist this kindness in them. Nevertheless, it seems to be such a disappointment when I keep realising that HUMAN is evil in nature rather than angelical.

It is such a heartbreaking situation when you get to meet all those ill-minded human out there. They just do not spare you a thought of what others will feel upon their ill-acted to others. I seriously cannot accept that. I mean, come on! Why can't human just live fairly with each other?! Is it really that hard? I seriously don't get it!!!

Some people just enjoy competing... Well, healthy competition is good but not with those stupid and low classed techniques. At least do it as far as you can. Unfortunately, that is not what a human thinks. So, again, I am speechless!!!

Can I just hate human?

BUT, human make this world live...~

I don't know...I seriously cannot make my mind clear.